wanting to become.

[here.]
yesterday was one of those days.

the ones where you feel so... 

plain. 

ordinary.

and you come home desiring more.

to do more.

to be more.

 "this just isn't what i want every day."

i told derek.

"i come home with a sore bum every day,

because i sit around a computer all day long.

and i just want to do so much more."

i told him about 

my hopes.

my dreams.

my aspirations.

 and he reminded me,

"these are the steps that are getting you there.

that will lead you to where you want to go.

preparing you." 

so here i go. 

taking the opportunities i have now, 

to lead me to something extraordinary. 

as simple as each day might be,

i'll be enjoying it.