i'm sitting at home on a saturday night.
call me lame if you want but i'm perfectly content.
so then i asked myself, when did this happen?
since when am i okay to be home on a saturday night?
i'm not exactly sure.
in high school i always had to be doing something.
hanging with friends.
doing anything, really.
it wasn't that i didn't like being home,
i just liked being out more.
things are different now.
i still love to be with friends
but it seems that i don't always exactly know what friends.
friends from home are all over the place, mostly on missions.
friends from freshman year are, once again, on missions.
friends from this year are mainly my roommates, plus a few others.
[who basically all were gone this weekend.]
that leaves me friendless.
friendless meaning: i have friends but who are not currently with me.
but like i said, i'm perfectly content.