sometimes i don't know what to say...
i don't know why.
i mean, this is my blog...i should be able to say whatever i want.
this weekend was fine.
i'd say about 50% productivity.
i didn't show up to something i said i would.
i felt really bad.
but i did run 8 miles.
that was an accomplishment.
after i was too tired and fell asleep studying.
but man it felt nice to sleep.
i didn't watch the R.S. broadcast,
but i did get to see my brother.
i didn't finish my reading,
but i did have some good laughs with my cousins.
you see the problem?
sometimes i don't know what is more important...
is it better to study hard or build relationships?
how do i choose between a church event or seeing my family?
should i feel bad for not going to something when i felt like i had too much on my plate?
...even when i alluded to going?
i guess these are my continuous battles.
knowing what the "best" thing is.
sometimes it's hard to decide.
and sometimes i don't make the right choice.
but i'm grateful Heavenly Father understands.
we just need to keep trying.